Counting the Omer: I will be starting radiation on Passover, and Chemo the next day, so I will be "counting the omer" to Shavout in terms of the time period during which I will be in treatment. I have been thinking about the very intense preparation that I am going through now, and the many analogies to the Passover journey. I think however that the ancient Hebrews did not have quite as much time or shopping opportunities. As part of this past week, I have been talking to others who have been through cancer treatment; went shopping for everything from food supplements for smoothies to comfy clothes for feeling crappy in; I am investigating various accompanying therapies, such as acupuncture; meeting with a nutritionist, ordering videos (I am going to start on the West Wing, which I have never seen.), buying various pharmaceuticals, etc. (Oh, and did I mention the fender-bender?)
On the other hand, I have also been busy at work, trying to close out some projects (thank you State of California for the budget freeze!); eating as much as possible (thank you local restaurants!) and spending lots of time with friends--even made it to SF MOMA which was a treat. Of course much of the preparation is really inside my head, and that is on-going as well--hence often forgetting what I am doing in the middle of it...
Hag Sameach--Happy Passover to everyone!
Hi Judy,
ReplyDeleteWe'll be thinking of you this week as you start this ordeal of radiation and chemotherapy. All our love and best wishes go out to you--for courage, strength, and steady recovery.
So much love we are sending your way,
Debra, Jacques, Sam, Gabe, Molly